24 Feb Darkness into Light

Today as I sat down in the dentist’s office, the hygienist started asking questions and somehow, we ended up with me talking about Theo’s death. She then confided to me about her own son’s condition. We bonded over the pain and suffering of a mother. I went to our Crystal Vibes shop and I was talking to a client and he revealed to me about his addiction and lonesomeness regarding his son. He asked me what book would be a good one regarding his condition. We started talking about 9 Weeks Karma Clearing but he ended up with my other book Collective Awakening. As the chapters are more about relationships and addictions. It was an interesting day for me. I also met a hospice Coordinator and we talked about suicide of her mother in law. It seems that everywhere I turn there is death and suicide. I could not resist anymore but to work in Theo’s book. The client stated, “I think you are already in the light. You are ready to publish this book.” I was surprised by her insights. I told her, “I have done the hardest part of the book, these chapters are now ready for closure.” 

We went home and I opened the computer right away to continue and follow my heart to dictate what I needed to release and let go. I like to convey that this story of pain no longer need to stay. I could acknowledge about the depth of the trauma but I can also choose to let go and just think that Theo is living in a different home address. His spirit is connected to me, even though his body is not here. I lighted a black candle to signify the end of this binding pain. I release and let go of any pain or suffering that I had experienced from Theo’s death. I allow the healing light to help me through this writing. I accept that life and death is one. That we are born to experience death and how we react to it is the most important part of this experience. I believe that our soul does not stop in death but it is a continuum of the soul’s journey in other dimensions. I can fully let go and surrender this pain. Theo’s soul chose to exit this 3D matrix, he was ready for another adventure of his soul. He showed me that love is eternal, boundless, and not conditioned by any things that we think. It is free spirit, ethereal, and it is felt deeply within the heart and soul. Nothing can stop this flow, like the stars around us, our connection to each other is bonded by pure true love. 

As I continue to finish this book, we were blessed to witness the alignment and conjunction of Moon, Venus and Jupiter tonight. It signifies a wealth of abundance, love and values. It reminds me to count my blessings and be attune to my emotional body. That I can choose to be a conduit of love, beauty and grace and with that embodiment I can see death as a beginning of a new adventure. We all have our own blueprint; we never know our own time. So today I choose to love over endings. To be vulnerable with love and that I may fully love always with no condition but to fully open and trust what the universe will bring into my life. I allow healing in all levels of my being. In all cellular memories of my pain, I have the power to release and be blessed by this divine light. To heal me, my children, my loved ones and those who will read this book. I ask divine grace to shower you in all ways. May we remember our truth, that we are here to experience love and light. Let us let go of anything that is heavy, let us shower each other with the infinite wisdom of God. To know that we are loved and will forever be eternal. For those who have lost their loved ones, may you learn to be present. To be here and fully accept what is happening and know that you have all what it takes to be an angel for someone who is also suffering. We are here together, to feel and be true to each other. We are one in the spirit. Be free.