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23 Dec Triggers of Griefs

Posted at 05:10h in archangels, darkness, forgiveness, Griefs, karma clearing, mental health, self-care, self-love, suicide awareness by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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I just got home from the funeral service of Vincent Banhaw, the father-in-law of my son Tristan. Vanessa’s dad was a story of father’s love, kindness and will power. Vincent was a great father to my daughter-in-law Vanessa and Ton. The church service was at...

19 Aug Collective Trauma

Posted at 18:50h in addiction, Akashic Records, Archetypes, darkness, Griefs, karma clearing, mental health, organ donation, suicide awareness, Wisdom by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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Collective Trauma This week was hard. I had experienced death of my cat Buddha, death of Guru Jagat, euthanasia of my patient and now death of my son’s friend. Where do I start? Buddha’s death triggered me of my son’s death. I did not realize that...

08 Jun Voices of the Unborn

Posted at 13:04h in abortion, adoption, darkness, Griefs, karma clearing by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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Voices of the unborn Why do you think we have wars? Because we as mothers keep killing the unborn. This voice of anger came up to me. Why do we kill our own children? Animals are probably better than us, I have not heard a dog...

09 Apr Can I unsacred the sacred?

Posted at 18:20h in addiction, angels, darkness, Griefs, karma clearing, mental health, sacred sexuality, sacred womb, self-love, sexual abuse by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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As I go through my Karma clearing sessions, my sexual partner messaged me. It had been thirteen times and three yrs that I had tried to separate myself from this union. I realized that this man was my healer through my grieving process. He appeared...

31 Mar Vulnerability of the wounds of the Soul

Posted at 16:56h in #metoo, addiction, Akashic Records, channeling, Divine Plan, Griefs, love, organ donation by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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Vulnerability about sexual abuse Last night was hard, the more I bare my soul the more I want to hide. I feel so vulnerable. I wallow like a willow tree planted in the muddy and slimy ground. I felt gross. I opened my Netflix to distract...

30 Mar I ask God why I have to write Theo’s Story

Posted at 03:14h in #metoo, Griefs, mental health, suicide awareness by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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I took a break from darkness, the sun shines into my heart this morning. There is lightness in the air. Last night, I shared a sacred space with my soul sisters in zoom. We released heaviness and things that do not serve us in the...

28 Mar The Process of Grieving

Posted at 17:54h in angels, Griefs, love, suicide awareness by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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The process of grieving took me away from what happened last week. I was triggered by the healing that I was doing with a client. Suddenly, I was enveloped by darkness that I cannot seem to get out. It was deep and I allowed myself...

25 Mar Self-care plan that I wrote to Theo, the night before his tragedy

Posted at 17:59h in addiction, Akashic Records, angels, Divine Plan, Griefs, self-care, self-love, suicide awareness by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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Nov 21, 2017 Background: I wrote this self- care plan for Theo as he revealed to me that he was going through challenges at work. That night, he asked me to open his Akashic Records. I did a lot of healing with him. I remembered lying...

04 Mar Speaking about adoption

Posted at 07:31h in adoption, Akashic Records, angels, Griefs, mental health, self-love by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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These are my insights and recollections about giving my own son to my brother. My intention in writing this is to heal the wounds of abandonment, rejection, resentment, not good enough, longing for validation, separation, fear of intimacy, chaotic relationship, conflicts with others, unable to...

19 Dec After 3 yrs of Theo’s passing

Posted at 09:52h in Griefs, love, mental health, organ donation, self-care, self-love, suicide awareness by Teza Zialcita 0 Comments

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Dec 18, 2020 Tonight I read my last entry three years ago, how time flies. I was about to publish my 4th book Collective Awakening but it didn’t materialized. It would be coming out next year Jan 2021. I stayed away from writing about Theo because...