I looked back and remembered the times as family we went to the crematory. It was a rainy afternoon, I picked up Theo’s sweetheart Jenny. She flew all the way from Texas to be with us. Jenny and Theo were together when they were 18...
Feb 6, 2023 Today as I closed our Crystal Vibes shop, I was sitting in the floor with two beautiful souls who had come to visit me. I looked at the front where Alexa, my old time Amethyst cathedral is placed, two young ladies were staring...
Introduction: The journey of losing your son is very difficult and traumatizing. I have published 6 books to date but I cannot finish my book for Theo. When I start writing a chapter, I feel sick to my stomach and this deep sadness that is embedded...
Jan 3, 2021 As I took some time reading the Pleiadian Perspectives on Human Evolution by Amorah Quan Yin. I was mesmerized by how her mind had tapped into the universal library of the Alcyone. This star of the Pleiades had been beckoning me. Alcyone...
We are in a huge turning point in the year of 2021. Like two sides of a coin, fear or love. Which one should you choose? I felt this bifurcation when I was going through death of my loved ones and on the other hand...
I went to work in the nursing home this morning. My co-worker asked me if I heard that Bernita’s son Stephen passed away? I said that could not be, I was just communicating with him. She said the staff saw it in the newspaper. I...
I just got home from the funeral service of Vincent Banhaw, the father-in-law of my son Tristan. Vanessa’s dad was a story of father’s love, kindness and will power. Vincent was a great father to my daughter-in-law Vanessa and Ton. The church service was at...
As I end the chapter of 9 Weeks Karma clearing with the Masters of Light book at this ninth month of September 2021, I felt the need to tell you that I finally was able to let go of my lover. This sexual bondage of...
Collective Trauma This week was hard. I had experienced death of my cat Buddha, death of Guru Jagat, euthanasia of my patient and now death of my son’s friend. Where do I start? Buddha’s death triggered me of my son’s death. I did not realize that...
I took a break from darkness, the sun shines into my heart this morning. There is lightness in the air. Last night, I shared a sacred space with my soul sisters in zoom. We released heaviness and things that do not serve us in the...