18 Jun Sacred Sexuality

Sacred sexuality is about claiming our power as women and releasing the “prince charming enchantment” that were imprinted in our feminine psyche in the collective consciousness. Claiming back our worth, value and sacredness of sexuality. In order to have this power, we have to recognized the different ways that we built walls around our sexual issues and situations.

As a little girl of a huge tribe. I was number 10th with 6 brothers and 3 sisters. I looked at my 6 brothers with adoration and wanted their attention and affection. I remembered anticipating their coming back home after work. Preparing myself, I had a shoe box of Johnson baby products to beautify and make myself smells good. It was strange that I will create this space when I was a child to gain attention from my brothers.

Why was I craving to have this adoration? Who knows, I probably had a past life of a prostitute? As a matter of fact, we all have this survival archetype of prostitute! This archetype, we will explore as I flow with this book that is different from the rest that I wrote about. This is sharing my shadow that had been playing around in my existence as a Scorpio with 5 planets in Scorpio 🙂  This is my sexuality and how it became tainted with my sexual abusive experiences with men. This book is not about condemnation but a tool to eliminate clutter of women’s values about their own sexuality. How we as a collective had given away our power, to help you become clear about your sexuality, values and courage to claim back what was lost.

Our submission to others came from our ancient lineage and generations of mothers that were taught to be submissive to their husbands. Religions that has constrictions about sexuality and handed us guilt as a fear factor in owning your own sexuality. Prostitution had become the oldest profession, why? Because this sells, sex is a like an addiction. The more we do not talk about it, the more curious we get. It is like a snake behind our back. Deadly and played dark when it is actually something more powerful and sacred.

I will take you to a road of vulnerable truths, shadows and bare openness to reveal to you what had been lost. Sexuality is about how we value and see ourselves. It is sacred if  you give it value, honor,  and know who you truly are.

As a victim of sexual abuse in the infant stage, I had a near death experience at 2 yrs old which is the same time that I was being molested by my baby sitters in the Philippines. Isn’t that ironic that I came back to life and sexuality is the deepest mysterious catalyst of my existence. Abused by my own father, who is my sacred contract in this divine incarnation. I listened and took this courage to bare my deepest and darkness nights of my soul.

Today as I cleaned my room of stuff, I cleaned my soul. Baring all the bs that I took from all these illusions from my family, society, others conceptions and perceptions about sexuality. Today I relinquish all that does not matter to me anymore. I am true to myself. I am true to my sexuality. I honor my history of sexual abuse, with this I became who I am today. I have sacred sexuality and the power to release the “prince charming enchantment” imprints in my neuro-pathways. To claim my power as a divine woman gifted with the feminine divine goddess energy.

Thank you, thank you and thank you divine mother.

xoxo

Teza